
Last Monday night I woke up in pain around midnight and by 3am I realized that nothing I could do was going to take it away and it was still too long to wait until morning to visit our physician, which is why we decided to go to the hospital in case this was something pretty serious.
This started my 33 hour relationship with our local hospital staff. I’ll spare you most of the details, but one thing is for sure is that this was a difficult experience, one that I am not eager to repeat. I will need to have my Gall Bladder taken out in the next weeks, but I did take some other things away from my stay at the hospital. Here are a few of them that I wanted to share:
1. I have a new respect for my wife and how tough it is to be in the hospital, I just hope I was as considerate as I should have been during her stays.
2. Before I went into the hospital I knew that I need to start eating better, now that I am being asked to reduce my Fat intake, I am realizing how bad I was eating.
3. I was the youngest –old person on my floor. As I would walk the floor, in almost every room I would see people that were at least twice my age. It made me think a lot about aging and it made me sad for them and how tough it must be on them to deal with their pain, their dependency on others, and their loneliness.
4. I need to spend more quality time with my family. I like to be with my family, but I realized that I need to do a better job of making memories and being the kind of husband and dad that leaves a lasting impact in each of their lives.
5. I am not a good patient (what an appropriate name). On Tuesday I got to the point where I was so antsy, so claustrophobic, and so exhausted that I was telling everyone that I wanted to leave and when my family came to visit I asked if I could go home. I missed them, I missed my bed, and I missed my schedule. Being in the hospital definitely did a number on me mentally; in some ways I hope that I can grow from this experience and minimally become a better eater, but hopefully I can be a better person after having a Gall Bladder attack